;Saturday, February 11, 2012
One of the scariest feelings in life is when you realize you aren’t afraid to die. You don’t look when you cross the road anymore. When you take pills you take however many come out. You’re not afraid when you hear those creepy creaking noises in your house anymore, because you hope they’ll get you. You seek out dangerous things, because you want to die. You stop caring about yourself, totally and completely. Nothing about you matters anymore, and at some point you look at yourself and become scared of yourself. Because you’re a monster, one who only hurts itself. And that’s scary.
Messedsy&& 1:15 AM
;Tuesday, March 22, 2011
EVERYTHING I DO REMINDS ME OF YOU 2nd day of menses :( my cramp doesn't seems to be going away :(
baby say tonight he will buy me some tea to help with my cramps.
then just now i vomit my breakfast out T.T
eeeeee
awful feeling.
yesterday after work walk to ubi to get my stuff.
then baby come and fetch me
& i book appointment for my sis and me le.
kind of happy though ,
looking forward to my appointment .
braces off in 1 week plus time :)
teeth whitening will be next then .
totally no savings . cause i'm not earning alot luh :(
jialat sia.
i already set aside 300 this month for my treatment.
then 500 for two people :(
how broke . i only earn little bit only leh .
blame it on myself for not studying hard in the past :(
but now i'm really sincere and determined to study , my workplace is so far away from the campus i want to study part time in :( so argh .
what should i do ?
look for a job nearer?or wait til next year ?
cause mine is a contract job and is only 1 years and is like 9more months to go ?
i dontknow i dontknow . argh
lucky this week only left with thurs and fri to go cause tomorrow i wouldnt be in at office.
sat meeting ebon , acc that lcb go shopping :'( i wish i have all the money in the world to shop :( but c'mon i should know everything in life that you want , you've to work for it.
sun zoo trip and farewell bbq at east coast during night.
i love it when there's something to look forward too .
oh my :( cramps is here again .
okays byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Messedsy&& 10:30 AM
;Monday, March 21, 2011
baby is so sweet ^^
he know i very heaty
so he went to bought parsley tea for me to drink
is exp cause he bought it from his shop around 20 plus ~
yet i didnt drink :x
below i've copy the benefit of parsley tea :D
shall be good and go home and drink today :D
since is organic de , guess is safe and no harm hhaas.
is good that bi is working in organic shop ,
so whenever i got problem he always help me to search what to eat and all to help.
but sad to say , 31st march is his last day ~
baby is going to hunt for new job.
cramp like hell.
ever since i work til now . today is the only day that i can chill abit .
mayb because my cramp make me doesn't have to mood to work.so i take a break once in awhile ~
told love that i blackout in the toilet earlier on,he got so worried ~
menses make me feel giddy always :(
he say later going to look around see if there's anything that can make me feel better ~
how sweet :x ~ hees
Benefits of Parsley Tea
One of the biggest parsley tea benefits is its assistance in the treatment of diseases such as arthritis and rheumatism.
Parsley tea is rich in vitamin C, which supports the absorption of iron in the body. Thus, parsley tea cures anemia.
It helps in blood vessel rejuvenation. It maintains the elasticity of the blood vessels and also helps in repairing their wear and tear.
Parsley tea helps in detoxification, i.e. it helps in flushing out of toxins from the body.
It is rich in enzymes that boost the digestive system and excretory system.
It promotes the digestion of fats and proteins that further helps in intestinal absorption.
Because of the above reason, parsley tea helps in liver assimilation and storage.
One of the important parsley tea benefits to humans include treatment of deafness and ear infections.
Parsley tea assists in the dissolution of gallstones.
It has high content of anti-oxidant. Thus, its regular intake increases the anti-oxidant capacity of the blood.
You may derive weight loss benefits from parsley tea as it acts as a diuretic.
Since it is rich in vitamin C, it helps in treating gum problems such as scurvy.
One of the therapeutic parsley tea benefits to human health is that it relieves excessive gas from the alimentary canal.
Parsley tea contains apiol, a constituent of female sex hormone called estrogen. It helps in bringing regularity in menstrual cycles.
It assists in easing menstrual cramps.
Parsley carries high levels of beta carotene, folate and vitamin B12. This enables it to enhance and stimulate the assimilation and nutrient utilizing ability of organs.
Parsley tea has high content of chlorophyll. Therefore, it assists the body in getting rid of harmful, pathogenic micro-organism.
It helps the lungs to discharge residues that keep accumulating in it due to environmental pollution. More on parsley health benefits.
Parsley Tea Side Effects
Parsley tea should not be given to pregnant women as it acts as a uterus stimulant.
Parsley tea is abundant in oxalic acid. Thus, it should not be given to patients of kidney inflammation as it may cause the formation of kidney stones.
The essential oil of parsley tea is toxic and is not recommendable for internal use.
Parsley tea contains a compound called psoralen, which has been linked to photodermatitis reaction commonly found in parsley cutters.
In the market, powdered form of dry parsley leaves are available. You can use this powder directly to make tea. The ratio should be 2-3 teaspoons of parsley powder to one cup of hot water. The parsley powder tea health benefits are the same as that of parsley tea leaves. Hence, choose any according to your comfort and availability. Parsley tea benefits are noticeable over a couple of months of taking it regularly. Therefore, do not expect to experience its health or nutritional benefits within 5-6 days. Give parsley tea some time to heal and strengthen your body
Messedsy&& 4:11 PM
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fcuk shit i suspect i'm having thyroid :(
below are those symptoms listed.those being highlights are what i dont have now .
Symptoms of hypothyroidism in adults include:
Early symptoms
Easy fatigue, exhaustion
Poor tolerance to cold temperatures
Constipation Carpal tunnel syndrome (pain at the wrists and numbness of the hands)
Later symptoms :
Poor appetite
Weight gain
Dry skin
Hair loss Intellectual ability worsens
Deeper, hoarse voice
Puffiness around the eyes
Depression
Irregular menstrual periods or lack of menstrual periods
oh my :(
what should i do :(
is a monday :( a bad start for me , cause this morning i wake up while i was preparing .
my da yi ma came and visit :(
now i'm feeling damn miserable
cause the pain is too pain for me to tolerate :(
panadol doesn't help too.
fml .
fml .
fml .
this is a busy week leh :(
later after work need settle some stuff
tomorrow busy day ahead also
wed unpaid leave to settle my stuff
thurs and fri regular work
sat , meet ebon
sun , zoo trip with bi and the german couple then night bbq .
all plan.hopefully things all go smoothly .
*dear menses cramp*please go away :( come again another day.
i'm dying -.-
if possible dont come back the cramppppppppppppppp
Messedsy&& 2:28 PM
;Wednesday, March 16, 2011
in my opinion,being a guy seems to be easier.think about it , no period , no dealing with the stupid mood swings , cramps and pad/tampons.
i can tell,they don't get drama . like girls do . they dont take forever to get ready, deciding on what to wear or taking time to put on make up.
i just think being a guy would be simple.
okays i know i'm being random . lol.
blogging from office now .
need take a break for awhile .
to think of what i say earlier on .
yar i always have time choosing what to wear
just to impress my boyfriend lol.
thats how much i want my boyfriend attention on me ^^
though i don't have very good figure luh :(
been wanting to like do plastic surgey on my nose & mayb lips & of cause B**BS hhaas.
& i realise my skin complexion been getting from bad to worst "(
uneven skin tone ; dark rings ; pimples breakout ;
so scared my skin will premature aging luh "(
okays , moral of the story is .
i want to be damn pretty ! not only by appearance , by heart too
there's no use having a pretty face but lousy character -'-
i'm stress with work "(
god bless.
pray that you'll answer my prayer and help me
i dontknow why but i'm having alot of thoughts lately
hhaas.
i really want to think for myself le .
i want my future to be wondeful (:
i'm blessed with my boyfriend & my family
thanks god.
Messedsy&& 3:36 PM
;Monday, February 7, 2011
hello people ~!
how is cny for all ?
mine was a simple one , cause i'm not allow to bainian , cause my ahgong just passed away like last last week .
chu xi , after doing some chores.
head to bi place to meet him .
he's sleeping when i reach , so i went to watch tv with his grandparents :)
then when he's awake , he prepare .
then we head down to titanium , baby drink abit then we head home again :)
chu yi , sleep until quite late
was supposed to go pray , cause that what we do every year , but this year . not allow to luh . wanted to go my chun dao he pang also didnt go le :(
then head to geylang for dinner with my family and relatives.
papaleee book three table .
after dinner , head home to change then to tampines , my ahyi house :D
baby meet me there ^^
then we went to my sanyi house sit sit awhile
baby like very stress dontknow over what
then we cab to v3 :)
baby order tower etc , spend a bomb
then cab home again .
chu er , sleep til i hear some noise outside my room.
my ahgu and family came . they're always quite early lol.
then we waited for all the relatives to reach
we went to 401 for dinner :)
two tables.after dinner back to my place , those people mahjong session
while me and bi went to v3 again =.=
after v3 bi cab me home and he collect his helm and bike and head home
chu san , went my eryi house :)
waited for bi to end work then bi ride there.
then after dinner , feel kind of hungry
so me and bi and erbiaojie and zhenyao head for prata session at 822
after that was supposed to go watch movie , but b is tired after one day , so we head home ~ & bi stay over :D
chu si , was awaken by bi :)
then he went for breakfast with my lil brother
then we head back to his place
was supposed to go his dagu house for steamboat session
in th end no go . which i dontknow why
then nb bi fall alseep -.-
took quite a long time to bug him up
then he prepare and we ride back to my house to change
then up to my xiaoyi house for dinner :)
after dinner , head to bomba's house :D
was home quite late.
so washed up and all
sleep around 2-3 am :(
wake up at 5am , feeling feverish :(
my whole sleeping bag damn hot :(
then i pop a panadol and went ahead with my sleep
wake up around 7.20 feeling damn weak :(
prepare and head to work
so am here at work now blogging :)
work is so damn stress
so many things yet so little time :(
somemore i always is those gong dai gong cb de brain de sia :(
today after work so going to head home and replenish my sleep !
Messedsy&& 1:05 PM
;Wednesday, January 26, 2011
2011 isnt a good year !
just after i finished uploading my post yesterday , awhile later , my mum and bro told me that my dearest ah gong passed away in china !
fml . fml . fml .
i hasnt been seeing him for the past few year,
i always tear whenever my sibling come back to tell me how is he doing now.
fcuk ! why didnt i go ?
now that he is gone forever.i hate myself.
i can't even acc him to walk his last journey
but sis and aunt is rushing there today !
not enough ticket le :'(
hais . fml fml fml .
i'm really helpless.filled with guilts and regret.
i cant stop crying . i cant stop thinking . i cant stop missing .
Messedsy&& 3:53 PM
